Update - Important news......

Its been a couple of weeks since I last posted. A lot has happened in that time but I have been too nervous to post an update, afraid that it will all come crumbling down if I get my hopes up, get excited or even tell other people about it.  Well I am going to post about it, its part of our journey.

We have sold our house (yay!(whispers)) and we have bought our new dream house (wohoo!(whispers)).  I am so surprised when we finally sold our house.  I was not excited! After months of waiting for this day, I really thought I'd feel happy.  Instead it introduces new emotions. Its all become real.  But knowing that we have weeks ahead of us yet before its all confirmed, weeks of anxiety and fear of it all falling through.  We put an offer on the house we have been waiting to put an offer on since August/September!  We went in low first because we needed some excess funds.  Unfortunately this was turned down.  We then put in an offer with our maximum budget.  A few days of anxious waiting, they accepted the offer and had bought a house themselves.  I really really wish I could get excited and look forward to moving in but its hard too.  The more you get your hopes up the further you have to fall if it goes wrong.  I'm keeping it real.  I keep looking at the pictures, keep dreaming, always trying to stay positive.  I have started some planning ready for when we do move in.  Nothing much just ideas.

You still need to keep dreaming and you have to keeping striving to make them come true. One day it will happen if you are determined enough. Don't lose sight of the end goal. Take little steps at a time and eventually your will dream will become reality.

Went for another interview yesterday.  Loved the place and would like to work there.  The hours would mean I can work and run a business giving me a guaranteed income.  Just keeping my fingers crossed that I was successful.